Sleeping with him again years later. I left the relationship feeling like I took control and he finally realised he hadn't treated me as he should. We lost touch for a few years, but reconnected as friends who seemed to have matured and moved forward so we met up.

It took me back to feeling 17 again and it slipped back to how it was. We slept together and j felt all confused so when I reached out afterwards to talk about that, he ghosted me and I regretted losing what I gained when I left.