I'm not sure if this is all a joke or if you're genuinely going through something serious with your mental health.

You seem to be making senseless connections between things that cause you anxiety in a somewhat grandiose manner, which may mean you are experiencing psychosis. I've been there, it's tough but you gotta understand what's going on if you wanna get help.

Maybe step away from reddit for a while and talk to someone you trust about your experiences. And do your best not to be offended if they suggest taking you to get medical help. Your thoughts do have real value, you're not "just crazy," but you do not seem to be organizing these thoughts well at all right now. Maybe set these ideas aside for now and come back to them when you have more control over them.

I know what it feels like to belive that AI is out to get you. It's really scary, but you're gonna be okay. A computer can't hurt you right now.

Wishing you the best, OP.