Well, As a stranger on the internet, and as my grandpa used to say - I guess you're gonna have to know about that.

But you HAVE made it this far, what's a little further? fuck it, it doesn't magically get better after. 40 page thesis? I used to think that was awful, now I write 100+ page reports to meet some companies deadlines. But make good money doing it. better than what I made at any restaurant. Just saying, perspective over time changes. Right now sucks for you, but if you quit, it was all for nothing.