fantarts t1_issyuur wrote on October 18, 2022 at 2:06 PM

Reply to comment by UrHom1e in [Image] Your feelings are valid. You are strong. Give yourself enough credit for how far you've come. You're the lighthouse in the darkest moments of your life. Don't give up. by motivationswag

Thats why option no 2 seem really alluring. Dont really have any reason anymore to keep trying other than slight fear of death and what come next

jointinthedark t1_ist5lyv wrote on October 18, 2022 at 2:53 PM

My advice , don't rush death. It will come if tou want it or not ao while you keep beign alive keep changing and improving. One day it will all make sense. So far for me it's been years without "luck" but i move bit by bit , slower than others but better than my yesterday self. Wish i could end our pain but we need to get better at resisting it.

UrHom1e t1_istyfv7 wrote on October 18, 2022 at 6:03 PM

I feel you. But if you’re gonna get beaten down by life anyway, at least fight back, so you can say that you at least tried, tried hard…

drunkencitylights t1_isujn4q wrote on October 18, 2022 at 8:19 PM

ive always had this thought, even at my lowest of lows, and it keeps me going more often times than i can count

death is pointless. killing yourself is pointless, for what? what reason?

theres nothing to it

yeah, sometimes life feels pointless, and sometimes for a very, very very long time

but theres still a chance, when youre alive, theres still a chance for a good moment, a good day, or even a good life at the end of it all

but if youre dead then thats it, you dont even have the chance, theres nothing to it and there never will be,

keep living, and maybe youll be alright, even if for just a moment, youre gonna be okay

i dont know if this makes sense im a tad tipsy sorry about that

i hope you understand anyway, and i hope you choose to get through this shit anyway

you die no matter what, if youre alive, then you atleast have the chance for something good, is what im trying to say i think

wish you the best

haleysgrandma t1_isve5wm wrote on October 18, 2022 at 11:50 PM

If you think you have hit rock bottom, then there's nowhere to go but up. Take any job you can until it gets better. But to spin in despair is not an option. I worked 3 jobs one being a full time job and I didn't like either one. I had 2 kids who looked up and depended on me and I had no safety net. So, I had no choice but to keep plugging till I made away. Its implied that you have a roof over your head and no children to support because of the omission. Get busy living or get busy dying ( from a move) has been my motto. My dad always said sometimes in life you have time crawl before you walk, but there will be a day when you can run. I've been running ever since. Good luck.