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projectingbitch t1_itmxpyk wrote

It’s about 2PM and I can’t get out of bed. I’m so depressed.

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MIGHTYKIRK1 t1_itod91l wrote

It's ok. Get up when you're ready. Wash your face. Do teeth and hair soon. Eat. Repeat. Add a shower tomorrow. You can

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projectingbitch t1_itrbezi wrote

I hope something really lucky happens to you today. Thank you, friend.

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MIGHTYKIRK1 t1_ittn97l wrote

I hope you felt bit better today. Today was my birthday and I went out to dinner with a few family members. I did lay in bed for 2 hours prior to having a hot shower and a little talk with myself about how it would be good to get out. How was your day? It was sunny here and that always helps me even if im indoors all day ✌️❤️. Let's check in daily ok. We got this. One step at a time

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projectingbitch t1_itva4h4 wrote

Happy birthday!! I’m glad that you were able to get out and celebrate it with loved ones. I was able to door dash for a couple hours but I started to panic and headed home. Wine was my friend. I’m scheduled to try again tomorrow. I got this. It’s rainy today for the first time in like 6 months so I’m happy and cold. Finally got to turn off the ACs for the year ha. I hope you slept well. I don’t think I’m leaving today, but I opened the curtains, which I didn’t do yesterday so better than before ha (sorry for rambles!) thank you for being so kind. I’ll be keeping positive thoughts for you. 🖤🎃

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MIGHTYKIRK1 t1_itx1mzj wrote

Haha about the rambles. I'm happy to listen. I just leave bedroom curtains open. Does help me with day and night. And ty for the comments. I like my beer and blunts. Apparently neither good for depression but what can I say. I go to sleep at night, or early in the morning, hoping, just almost praying, that I will feel better when I wake up. The whole covid crap has been terrible for my anxiety. I still know that I am going to get better, in my own time and way. This is not the way I want to live. I never surrender but sometimes the lows really suk. Enjoy your day k peace and love

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NTX2329 t1_itnwu30 wrote

I can relate to this. You want to do something?

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projectingbitch t1_itrbitf wrote

I ended up going out this morning finally to get some stuff for the first time in almost a month so I can actually eat. Did you end up doing anything for yourself?

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NTX2329 t1_itrcc6b wrote

Dang. It feels good to hear you did that! I went on an hour long walk this morning, had a really productive phone call, and now I’m doing some intense but rewarding work on a big project I’ve been working on for a while. Today feels different.

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projectingbitch t1_itrdaag wrote

That’s all fantastic! I’m happy to hear you’re being so productive! Today does feel different. In a weird way I agree with you there. Something is new. Idk. I’ve been in a rut for almost three years and I feel it coming to an end. The air feels lighter idk

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NTX2329 t1_itrfexb wrote

I’ve been struggling a lot, professionally, relationally, and mentally. But I can feel a slow shift under my feet. I’m going to push this fuckin train in another direction, one inch at a time.

Keep hangin tough. I think we’re going places!

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