Haha about the rambles. I'm happy to listen. I just leave bedroom curtains open. Does help me with day and night. And ty for the comments. I like my beer and blunts. Apparently neither good for depression but what can I say. I go to sleep at night, or early in the morning, hoping, just almost praying, that I will feel better when I wake up. The whole covid crap has been terrible for my anxiety. I still know that I am going to get better, in my own time and way. This is not the way I want to live. I never surrender but sometimes the lows really suk. Enjoy your day k peace and love