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ASMRBawbag t1_iycw72k wrote

I'm a youtuber too, and I hear you. I did it for the love, then the modest income. But in depression, I now feel like it's more of an obligation and I've forgotten the 'love' of it. The artistic process is gone. It feels pointless. I'm trying to get back to the way I felt when I started, when I was eager and full of inspiration and action.

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Queen-of-meme t1_iyd516p wrote

Maybe you just need to chat with someone where you can pitch ideas?

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ASMRBawbag t1_iyd93dr wrote

I have a million ideas. I even have them all written down, I just completely lost faith in myself. I am slowly working my way back

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Queen-of-meme t1_iyd9kca wrote

Is it that you're afraid to fail?

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ASMRBawbag t1_iydaf1m wrote

Not sure. Yeah I think that's part of it. Mostly lack of self confidence perhaps. Logically I know I can do it and I know I'm good at what I do. But emotionally, I'm just wiped and lost

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