Jesus Christ is the way I know I might get a lot of hate and a lot of back lash for this but I know this will help I see here you can’t chase religion and can’t find anything interesting if you get a chance one day pray to Jesus Christ and just talk to him about whatever you’re feeling I’ve done this and stuff I was worried about and never told anybody people I barely knew had messages for me about my situation and my life I know I might get a lot of hate for what I’m saying but I’m just trying to reach out and help God bless you