You've "lost everything?" I don't think so. As long as you're alive and breathing, you haven't lost everything.

As someone who has died twice, come back, has had multiple attempts on my life (emphasis on attempts), to the dismay of more than a few people, I'm thrilled to be here, alive and breathing despite my age and health issues.

I fully intend to die laughing as much as I've been doing my entire life.

It's far too short to do otherwise.

You've been fortunate to have received the ticket to life. Now enjoy the ride as long as you can! Don't waste a moment of it.