30 isn't as old as you think it is. Start now and in 10 years time you'll be better off. When you're 65 (let's pretend that's when you'll retire) you'll have 25 years in a career. 25 years is a long time! Think all the time you've fucked around...

You're very lucky to have had family to laze around on! Count your blessings instead of your shortcomings..

You can do it, but no one but you can do it for you.