Submitted by thequeasydream t3_1153bmq in GetMotivated
Throughout my life I’ve always only ever been called smart, or even brilliant. Never been called dumb by anyone.
However I have failed at different, low skill jobs. I was fired when I was a hostess for my first job, I was a terrible waitress, a horrible barista… that was so humiliating. That work environment was too much for me. It was a small work area and we were all over each other serving coffees to college students. I was the “team lead” but I was so overwhelmed I shut down and couldn’t do anything right. I could never work fast enough, I couldn’t multitask, I fucked up the whole rhythm every day and no one liked me.
I process things slowly, especially verbal instructions, and especially when in a social setting. I shut down so easily. I don’t know what to do.
I work retail now and it’s fine but I’m not making enough. I don’t feel like I’m smart enough for any job really, that’s how low my confidence is at this point. As I look through listings for example I’m like, no, I’m too dumb to be a bank teller, would never try being a barista again, etc. Any advice?
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