It's atleast a moderate dose, i experienced ego death on it on my first trip with LemonTek

But with all drugs some people have more sensitivity plus there are so many other factors that we still don't know about. Blood pressure, hydration, food in the gut, all of these things can and do affect how strong somebody will experience a particular dose on a particular day.

Also your brain is a powerful thing, it makes things true that you believe in it, well sort of, physiologically. Placebos exist and so do Nocebos. Please seek support and talk about this trauma in a safe reflective manner.

Happy if you'd wanna DM and chat about your experience