Good for you to be reaching out and not just feeling lost, I'm proud of you. I know many kids these days that are thinking that to be lost is A weakness, when the real weakness is not communicating that your lost and staying lost and feeling that you may be wasting more time. My daughter just went through this and I couldn't be more proud for her realization and acceptance to talk about it. It wasn't easy but she is loving life again! So thank you for starting to talk about it.