You are taking your job far too seriously. Have a look around you, are your bosses running around everywhere supporting the workers. Giving them what they need in a timely manner. Actually doing their job and managing people. They have got all the time in the world and this is on the job, while you are away from work stressing about work.

Your work has no loyalty to you. They'd drop you in a heartbeat if they had to. Remember, you are just another number and don't believe the BS that you are valued. If you were that valued, they'd be paying you more.

When your fellow employees and bosses clock out, they don't give two shits about work.

They know the game, it seems you are still catching up.

A strategy to help build a new perspective is pretend someone you love just died. Would you be worrying about work things ? Of course not, because those things will still be there when you get back. Your loved one won't be. Now you know what's really important .