Damn that’s very sad. It may seem like I’m crazy or hit my head, but I’m truly just open minded about life and human existence. I don’t ramble on about this stuff to others. I don’t go too deep or take it too serious. I just think there’s a lot we don’t know about this world and human existence in general. They did a lot in the past that we cannot scientifically explain. Researching and thinking about this stuff is fun for me