"I guess this is happening now."I said,the frustration and will to live compressed into a tiny box beside the gigantic boulder of sloth and laziness in my head.The white dressed man clutched my hair and looked into my eyes, chanting some words that I could care less about. Sacrifice me and be done with it already. I wouldn't be here, if not for my girlfriend insisting on me to visit her granny's death.

Hope it is more comfortable in the afterlife.

He thrust my head back upon the rock and continued talking on and preaching in the local language. I learnt one language, at the age of ten. I am not even going to try to understand this idiot.He clutched a fist of some red powder and buried my face in it.My eyes burnt and nose crackled as though glass powder slipped through my throat. I coughed and sneezed as they readied the large scimitar to be done with my head.

Fuck this guy, I guess.

The silver glint, a shiny spark of light , shone in my eyes as the sword fell upon my head.

It was instantaneous as I felt power of the ruin flow and move against the nature of preservation itself.I was a sharp wedge driven into the flow of ruin, a sharp rod that conducted life and death.The subconscious of unconscious and the eye of destruction looked at me atop the frozen wastes.

Knowledge and another mind took my body.My body felt weird and almost as if I was the intruder there.I looked at my severed body as my eyes opened and saw it before me.It happens ,I guess ,but still even for me, i felt a little afraid now.

Ruin was in control now. He rose in a eldritch force of miasmic impulses and black gas as my body moved infront of the head. I was intensely afraid the black gas erupted out of my neck and nearly formed a smokey head of itself.It was surreal as I saw my own body as my own hand clutched my head.

"Get used to this"said Ruin as he spoke and moved in my body.

"The hell,I am."I said and went ahead and slept in my mind.

"Wake up,You goddam oaf."Ruin threatened me as my lethargy overcame, all control Ruin could exert.

"How'd it feel?"I asked in my mind space.

"How do you even move with all this lethargy in you?"Ruin asked in utter bewilderment as I moved towards him, floated more like."It can incapacitate a God, literally kid."

"Well, your free trial of my body has expired ,Mister.Dont mind this."I said, as I ripped the light and my body from his grip and came to be as the cultist Ruin was speaking to was momentarily repeated what he just said.

"All of you, die."I spoke in Ruins voice as his words came true simultaneously.