It's absolute sheeeat!

You want to know a modern model for grief. Here it goes.

Pain, sadness, loss, anger, pain, denial, pain, pain, pain, loss, anger, more anger, lots of anger, anger where you are ready to burn the world down, loss, crying constantly, confusion, loss, anger some more... realization that she's gone, getting to be OK with that, hating yourself for being OK with that, doing your best to remember her through her love... start crying because although its been 7 years, you still can't believe this is the worst timeline. repeat and mix as you do.

Anyone that says grief can be put into little boxes that you move for can bite my ass. Still miss you baby.

#perislove