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FiliaSecunda t1_ixrl2o0 wrote

I don't think it started the fear, just solidified it, but reading The Mysterious Benedict Society as a kid had me afraid of losing free will and being forced, not just to act happy, but to feel happy when it wasn't appropriate.

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confrita OP t1_ixwyjz7 wrote

Ok that's another one for my list then! Thanks!

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FiliaSecunda t1_iy3jgns wrote

Just so you know, The Mysterious Benedict Society is a kids' book that I read in my childhood, so I don't know how it will be to an adult reader. I think it was one of those smart kids' books though.

Just remembered another story that solidified a fear for me: the short story The Mysterious Stranger by Mark Twain. It's sort of a bleak anti-religion (or at least anti-Christian) story - there was probably dark humor in it too, since it's Mark Twain, but I read this as a child so I didn't catch it. Anyway the ending had me obsessively afraid that the world around me (and God and logic and the people I loved) might turn out to be an illusion.

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