So and I admit there's a few caveats im going to drop here, if it's available to you (Any laptop, pc, a good Internet connection, and controller and available where you live ) both Sony and Microsoft offer game streaming services. I'm not saying this is the solution for you but you can sign up to these for a month stream some games for a month, get a feel for what each platform could offer and then make a choice... Your not going to get the full experience of the full console experience but it's a way of test driving some of the different game offerings and then make a choice based on which you enjoyed the most.. Anyone can give you an opinion but your own is the best and this way you get to try them in a restrictive way but for minimum outlay and see what works for you...