I got both, the xbox was an afterthought. When Bethesda was purchased by Microsoft I said for months I was going to buy an S and last minute while purchasing online I got the series X I use both equally PlayStation mainly because of my huge back catalogue of ps + games from the ps4 but xbox gamepass is amazing the s may be an option for you if money is an issue. But I would again urge you to try to own both or stick with the PlayStation its an amazing console I'd seriously miss mine if I had to sell it