It’s a beautiful piece of work. The perspective of tbe judged and the size of the judges is really well done. If you’re not familiar, you might look up the Judges of Tartarus as they often depicted in a similar way.

But to your point about negative self talk: I’m sorry you’ve been suffering. It’s tough to find kind internal voices; it’s something I’ve been working on a lot, and I can say, with some gradual and steady pressure to reprogram similar entities, they are finally relenting.

I hope you can find a similar peace. Keep up the art, you have some real talent.