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DustyRedCar t1_iye8efl wrote

I mean it is like any drug. Your body starts to get used to it and you need more to get even that little high. That is where overdose eventually comes in for a lot of addicts.


mercilessfatehate OP t1_iye8kwz wrote

I’ve overdosed on fentanyl before, 2 times in one week. It was such a surreal experience, very frightening, it changed my life tbh. But it only took one hit that was slightly too big for me to lose consciousness


Ok-Butterfly-5324 t1_iyes2g7 wrote

Did you know you were doing it or did you take something else cut with it?


mercilessfatehate OP t1_iyesbku wrote

Oh I knew. I’d done a bunch of heroin and other opiates, even had fent patches before the whole fent craze started. But this was the first time I’d had pure fent and smoked it. Naturally I’m a dumb fuck who doesn’t believe all the stories and does stupid shit like overdosing twice in a week. But in my defense I’d done a lot of opiates never once had a near death experience cuz I was “safe” so I thought


Escape_Relative t1_iyeyg9t wrote

Dude you admit that you’re an idiot for not taking other people’s advice, and then you continue to not take other people’s advice. What wake up call do you need?


mercilessfatehate OP t1_iyeytf2 wrote

I like to think that’s the duality of man. We’re well aware of the self destruction cycle we are on. But choose to turn a blind eye because it doesn’t benefit us to be aware


Escape_Relative t1_iyezob3 wrote

You’re a smart person with a decent music career. Don’t waste your potential.


mercilessfatehate OP t1_iyf00yk wrote

Isn’t that tradition though? I’m not trying to be a smart ass but that seems to be the way the world works. The more talented we are the younger we die.

I’m not suicidal but I recognize that my life is limited and tbh a part of me thinks that if I die young, I might have a better chance of becoming a legend. I know that’s sick and twisted but it seems to be true