Oh no, don't get me wrong. I'm not going to prolong my sadness. I've been hanging with my friends most of the time, I went to see Devin Townsend few days ago, I've been training kickboxing and crossfit and doing many things to lift my spirit. This thing is strictly for days like this sunday, when I'm feeling really sad and on days like these I really like to go all in. I know tomorrow will be better again because of this. It's just nice sometimes to let myself feel everything.