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emihan t1_j7adid8 wrote

You nailed it. I have depression… it totally steals your joy from your life.

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Umamikuma t1_j7aw1cb wrote

It reminds me of this beautiful spoken word by Sabrina Benaim, and this quote that stuck with me : "it’s just not that much fun having fun when you don’t wanna have fun".

So many times I’ve felt this, like I should be enjoying myself but I just couldn’t

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emihan t1_j7cjfjz wrote

Reading that quote, was like a little brain massage. Thank you! Even with depression, it still feels hella good to be validated. In my personal experience, it’s the best way to try to help someone experiencing a deep depression.

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ToxicPolarBear t1_j7bbpqz wrote

That and a crippling addiction to drugs

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emihan t1_j7ckfrq wrote

Also, coming from experience on this one… when you have depression, kicking any substance is excruciatingly difficult. Finally… you have anything, that makes you FEEL SOMETHING! But now you have to stop, because it’s killing you and everyone is sick of your shit. Now you’re even more isolated, and depression is worse than ever. It’s certainly possible to stop it, I have… but I will never blame her. Just feels too personal.

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RawWrath t1_j7bdpr3 wrote

Damn i could never imagine that feeling that sucks😔

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emihan t1_j7ckzdz wrote

Thank you, it’s okay though. Like with any chronic condition, you learn to (or try to) adapt. With me, it comes and goes. I’m not sure about Amy’s, but my heart goes out to her. I hope she is resting in perfect peace. 💝

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