I’m sorry that your health issues have been viewed that way, I know it can be frustrating especially if nobody seems to have the answer. It’s equal parts provider burn out and equal parts patients who don’t want to listen and try advice of providers and it makes for a difficult situation. Keep your head down, try providers until you find one you jive with, and be willing to give the treatment plans a real college try before deciding “they suck” or something like that. We all really do want to help, but unfortunately suffer from being human.