But how does it affect you to the point where you despise them so much that you are willing to make this extremely hate and rage fuelled post and comments? You have contact with a lot of girls, and it's not negative relationships.

You're doing absolutely fine, I will be so selfish to even say that I'm a little jealous of you being able to make more female friends than I have male, so why reserve so much hate ?

I might not be right here but I think it is because your worst nightmare is becoming one of these incels, as you say. It's also a severe nightmare for me. But carrying so much hatred around is not the right way to go about things. These people are disillusioned? Then do your best to reform them, not to spite them.