Mental health care here in new hampshire is a joke. I'm currently waiting to get in with a therapist and it's been eight weeks. I've gone to the ER in the past for attempts twice only to walk out a few hours later after being told by the crisis counselor "you are young, your parents love you. Quit doing this stuff for attention"(newsflash: this happened almost five years ago and my parents were incredibly emotionally abusive I was in fact NOT attention seeking...fuck you community partners). I'm in a safe and loving place now but I'm lucky to have friends who care about me and were able to assist me in escaping an abusive home situation and get to a better place