My guardian angel has saved my life more times than I care to admit. I was a reckless kid, even into my mid 20's. It was like I was living in an invisible forcefield, everything that happened where I should have been dead somehow always managed to just barely miss, either by a few seconds or a few inches or whatever it was. It was to the point that it was almost eerie the way death seemed to avoid me. Some people have freak accidents, I had freak misses. That voice would pop inside my head and tell me "wait a minute" or "move now" or "pull him backwards" the one time it saved my brother's life. I was completely oblivious to the threat many times but would always listen without hesitation. It scared me to think about it too deeply and I just assumed that I must have a bigger purpose here or it wasn't my time yet.

I was originally gonna say that it's nice to know someone else understands what that voice is like, because I can tell you 100% that it's sure as shit not my subconscious, it's not even me, but then I read the ending. Gave me chills. That would scare the hell out of me to see mine in that kind of state. You must be on the verge of completely losing it. If there's anything I can do to help or if you need to talk to someone who understands, I'll be here anytime