God damn it, man.

It has been a morning of feels trips. I would never go back to that life but living on SSDI and food stamps while not able to even find section 8 housing or afford to live alone is fuckin worse than it was on the streets, man. At least on the streets, I could hustle and make connections and I was always taken care of in some way.

But, then you fuck out of that life to gain stability and you find out that stability fuckin sucks. Being broke every day sucks.

This made me think of a time where I wasn't struggling financially, so thank you.