Sort of but I think it’s more the process of letting yourself get to that point in the first place than even the end result. Either being completely at someone else’s mercy and having it just happen to you so incredibly slowly or somehow doing it to yourself out of pure apathy or depression is even more terrifying. Sorry if I worded it badly, I did say it was hard to put into words haha. You only need to picture it happening and that’s worth more than any description