Your heart must be all over the place inorder to cheat then return and have her try and kill you... what a rollercoster that would have been ! Hindsights a wonderful thing but shoulda been honest with yourself and said there must have been a good reason to cheat in the first place... if someones genuinely special, you dont even have an urge to be un faithful... so sounds like alittle satan spawn... modern religions ruined alot, but the devil can be just as blissful and a blessing as an angel can be...