Screw you OP I’m supposed to be working but I’m crying now ;-;

My sweet girl is 12 now, hopefully I have a few more years left with her but she’s definitely slowing down. She can’t see or hear very well anymore, her teeth aren’t great and she’s going a little loopy. Losing my older dog was the worst day of my life and that was eight years ago already. I can’t bear having to go through that again with her