This may sound insane but hear me out ok I’m thinking two things on this You’re already dead and no matter what you do this is not going to change or stop. Think really really hard about your life did you do something that would send you to hell? I’m not a religious person but are you? Hell or Tartarus is not just fire and brimstone it’s doomed to relive a day a situation of heartache for eternity I don’t know what you believe in but I believe that there is so much out there we don’t know so what if some of the gods we’ve read/learn about or heard about are real? What if this is one of them playing a sick joke? Like the trickster Loki? He’s watching to see you go crazy or to see what all avenues you are willing to try to break this loop I’m sure I’ve said this to you before but what if? Look for any deviation at all in the loop a glitch something that wasn’t there before anything