Omg how fucked up must your dad be to do this to you!!!! You don't deserve this at all Fi. No matter what his damage is he shouldn't be taking it out on you!!!! What a dick. Whatever you do to him he will totally deserve it. Maybe you could even give him to Nick as a present.... sorta a "sorry I reconnected with my ex and made you jealous, I totally didn't mean to and also thank you for my soul back" kinda thing. I'm positive Cas would agree to it too.

And very very nice job handling the Bies. I love how Alexsei immediately started feeling better and was so sweet and gentle with you. You two should totally have babies and carry on the bloodline and protect the woods. You even gave him a snack to help him feel better.

I'm pretty sure Jacek would understand you and Alexsei together and you understand his dedication to Nick so it could work. I mean you'd def need to chat with Nick and negotiate sharing your bf, and Alexsei and Jacek would need to discuss boundaries but it could work. You deserve to be happy.