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ninaplays t1_j4knvpt wrote

Holy shit.

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Are you okay? Like...I feel like the answer to that question is sort of a foregone conclusion, somebody with no soul who hangs out with devil worshippers and faces the perpetual threat of death by cryptid is probably not okay, but but there's not okay and there's not okay and I'd imagine "so my ex who I'm still rather enamored of sold my little brother's soul to the devil" is pretty close to the second kind.

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girl_from_the_crypt OP t1_j4koxup wrote

It's the second kind. I'm severely not okay.

I need to... dissect this.... Hold on a moment.

Am I still enamored with Jacek? There's no point in denying it anymore, I think. He's only actually been here a day... Writing in parts makes that kinda difficult to convey but that's how it is. When he held me, it was exhilarating, so I guess I do still feel something for him.

He didn't sell his soul. He collected it. He did his job and he killed Jeremy. And Jeremy is a mass murderer. My little brother, who I haven't seen in ages, has killed people.

My little brother has killed people.

I think that's why I'm upset.

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weecious t1_j4ksdkx wrote

I'm really sorry that you have to find out this way. Why did he cut contact with his family?

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ssatancomplexx t1_j58o2cz wrote

Might have something to do with the whole serial killing thing maybe?

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ninaplays t1_j4ktmsc wrote

I think perhaps when you get back to the surface you'd do well to take a day to just...yourself. Let yourself come to grips with it a bit. Any single thing here would be A Whole Lot all by itself, but all together? Yikes.

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girl_from_the_crypt OP t1_j4kw0tf wrote

I would if I could, but right now, self-care seems like a luxury I don't actually have the time for. I'll keep it in mind though. And I'm very grateful for your concern

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