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girl_from_the_crypt OP t1_j4koxup wrote

It's the second kind. I'm severely not okay.

I need to... dissect this.... Hold on a moment.

Am I still enamored with Jacek? There's no point in denying it anymore, I think. He's only actually been here a day... Writing in parts makes that kinda difficult to convey but that's how it is. When he held me, it was exhilarating, so I guess I do still feel something for him.

He didn't sell his soul. He collected it. He did his job and he killed Jeremy. And Jeremy is a mass murderer. My little brother, who I haven't seen in ages, has killed people.

My little brother has killed people.

I think that's why I'm upset.

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weecious t1_j4ksdkx wrote

I'm really sorry that you have to find out this way. Why did he cut contact with his family?

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ssatancomplexx t1_j58o2cz wrote

Might have something to do with the whole serial killing thing maybe?

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ninaplays t1_j4ktmsc wrote

I think perhaps when you get back to the surface you'd do well to take a day to just...yourself. Let yourself come to grips with it a bit. Any single thing here would be A Whole Lot all by itself, but all together? Yikes.

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girl_from_the_crypt OP t1_j4kw0tf wrote

I would if I could, but right now, self-care seems like a luxury I don't actually have the time for. I'll keep it in mind though. And I'm very grateful for your concern

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