ThrowAway072343 t1_j6i1qho wrote on January 30, 2023 at 2:09 PM

If you’re using, get clean. Then, go and live your best life as if they don’t exist. Focus on you and what’s best for you. Try and stop thinking about the why’s and how’s. It will get better.

And, music and/or books. But, mostly, lots of good music.

Feeling-Bed-9506 OP t1_j6i3dsw wrote on January 30, 2023 at 2:22 PM

I’m not using anything, I’ve never done meth or heroin or anything like that. She was, which was a major factor in me leaving her.

ThrowAway072343 t1_j6i3vmj wrote on January 30, 2023 at 2:25 PM

I was not trying to accuse you of using, it was a major factor for me. I have since gotten clean, but still suffer from PTSD induced paranoia and anxiety. I also just lost my job on Friday due to it. I did send you a message.

Feeling-Bed-9506 OP t1_j6i48sw wrote on January 30, 2023 at 2:28 PM

Oh I know, I just wanted to clear it up for other people reading this as well. I’m sorry you lost your job, that is really hard. I think I mentioned I lost mine too. I’m interested in your story as well! Feel free to tell me about it in a PM or on here, and if you don’t want to, I can respect that also.