Please do not blame yourself, your brother is not only sexual-sadist, but clearly psychotic, and yet an organized killer as well since he was never caught.

However, I hate to say this, but Fiona; someday, if and when you can handle it, you may want to ask Jacek what Jeremy's victims looked like. Some of the things he said to you.... I believe he picked victims that might have resembled you. Just theeay he talked. His hatred towards you is so visceral. I'm sorry. Both he and the Devil are having a great deal of "fun" and "enjoyment" at your pain and expense. If the Leshy is better, please take any advice he or the Bannik can give you. I still stand by my previous post the Devil is going to try and pull some shit to get you to end up serving him forever, and he knows your weaknesses.