Ok.... first off, I am so very sorry about your mother. It definitely feels like you are gearing up to tell us more, and i wish i could hug you, or like.. bake you a comfort cheesecake or something.

And second... there are feelings there. still. between both of you. Even if you don't recognize it. I wonder what is going to happen after you get your soul back? I think... You might just get hit with an incredible wall of emotion, especially about him