Okay, these are great options, thank you! For moving back in with parents, I'd have to abandon my whole life and be miserable- my home town is a place where a lot of trauma happened to me, and my PTSD symptoms increase dramatically as do my depressive symptoms while I'm there longer than a weekend.

Everything else you've suggested is worth looking into, thank you! I'll be screenshotting your comment so I don't forget, haha