Hold on if you have a gambling problem you need to sort that issue out before you think about investing, otherwise you’ll just gamble in the stock market what you had previously gambled in casinos or sports books or whatever.

Investing done right should be boring, long term.

R/personalfinance has good material on budgeting, start there. Give it at least a few weeks and once you have spending and saving down, you be can start investing. Good luck