I mean, I was with you all the way until the end. I'm sure there are a lot of cultural differences here going on but you are seriously flawed as a person. You are incredibly selfish to think the world revolves around you. You had feelings for her and had a connection yet you never think about her or her feeling? You cannot be that obtuse to know she wasn't into you.

On top of that you say she has no right to be upset at you. She can be upset at you for any reason she chooses. If she cuts you off, that's her choice. You don't get a say. And then you go on some narcissistic rant about you wanting someone as good looking as yourself all while insulting her for no reason.

She dodged a major bullet and she doesn't even know it. You sound like an awful person.