Thank you for your advice, to be honest with you, I never thought we were gonna end up this way, and before we started dating, I planned almost everything to be a real MAN with and for her, I was ready for everything to keep her with me, make her happy, show her respect and give her as much attention as she needs, but now when I'm thinking about it, I failed and ended up acting like a child because of her, immaturity, I guess. I'm definitly gonna remove my SM, that the only way to stop thinking about her.