Well he definitely doesn’t appreciate you I’ll just go ahead and tell you that right now. He doesn’t pay any bills in the house to even help you and you think he “loves” you? A man that truly values you and loves you will help you pay the bills around the house so you aren’t doing it alone, appreciates the fact you tried your best to cook the food the way he wanted and he doesn’t yell at you if it wasn’t made right, it’s the thought that counts and you didn’t want him to go hungry. He wouldn’t just quit jobs and sit at the house all day living basically off you. You definitely need to put him in check and have a talk to see if y’all can get some understanding because he don’t appreciate you and I’m just being real.