You’re only entertaining those ideas because you’re absolutely deprived.

Seriously, celibacy before marriage is a fools errand. So what if you save yourselves? You’re not even a virgin.

There’s zero point in waiting, you will never know if you’re sexually compatible if you don’t have sex before marriage.

Your options are:

1. Break up with her, and don’t EVER agree to celibacy again, in your next relationship
2. Bring up the conversation that you actually DONT think celibacy is a good idea before marriage and that you’ve changed your mind- hope she responds the same and explore each other sexually.
3. Don’t mention anything, continue having depraved thoughts and desires because you’re celibate, eventually marry her to have sex, then hope you’re compatible.

Act like an adult and have conversations that are difficult, and stop agreeing to shit that will eventually hurt you both.