No like I said over the years I do realize I haven’t kept up with her like I should, dealing with issues like the typical man who hides his own personal problems and I told her I want to change but after a week of me trying to be with her and show her I want her back she told me she didn’t want to be with me and I can’t force someone to stay as much as I want her too. I cried to her and begged her to stay but she didn’t want to and I finally told her yesterday to leave but now she reaches out to me I’m just so confused