26Kermy t1_iurnykv wrote
Reply to comment by ProfessionalHuman260 in New study links suffering from long-lasting severe depression to reduction in brain volume by nikan69
This is anecdotal but I definitely remember my critical thinking and memory responsiveness taking a hit while going through my first depressive episode as a young adult.
TheHelpfulRabbit t1_iusfy9i wrote
I was severely depressed as a young teen until early adulthood, but around 24 I was able to move out and my mental health improved dramatically. My GPA in high school/college was about 2.8, whereas my GPA in grad school that I started at 28 was 3.6.
I really think the depression and constant stress due to my abusive upbringing was making me dumber.
[deleted] t1_iutvafh wrote
your brain was exerting more energy in “fight or flight” mode, even if there was not a pressing issue 100% of the time. your ‘monkey brain’ as i usually call it (or lizard brain, yk what i mean), reacts without your consent and is in a state of hyper-vigilance constantly. it takes much more energy to do simple tasks and to learn new things, and we’ve only got so much mental stamina to exert in a day. you weren’t “dumber”, you were quite literally focused on other things that your ‘monkey brain’ decided were essential for your to live another day
source: was trauma therapist
artistsays t1_iutwc8b wrote
Thank you. Sometimes I cry thinking about choices I made, like how was I so dumb and cruel to myself with choices I made. I think my dad knocking my sister around and my mom growing up impacted me more than the just the few times he gave me black eyes. I hurt myself so bad. I wish I called police on him when I was young, I was worried about him losing his job and what would we do then?
[deleted] t1_iuu593l wrote
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