You're right. I don't know why I said that!! I just meant that it didn't matter how happy and normal my upbringing tried to be, the source of the problem was that it was genetic. That being what it is, Of course being raised by a depressed couple will only succeed in nurturing it.The psychological argument is whether its chemical, behavioral or both. I think its a combination of both. It's a viscious cycle that feeds on itself, without a seeming end. Only took 30+ years to find the right meds, still haven't beat the behavioral training, tho. There's no magic pill for that.