Alarmed-Accident-716 t1_iy9ewrs wrote
I am the bi product of two alcoholic pot heads that fell in love in aa. I had a cleft palette, teeth are all messed up, jaw does not line up, one side of my face is bigger than the other side of my face, mouth stopped growing when I was young, I have an indent in my chest, my calcium receptor is broken, I have bi polar, when my first girlfriend broke up with me without ever taking a sip of booze, my body basically told me to go drink and smoke a bunch of cigs. My nipples have not grown ever. They are the size of the tip of your pinky. If you like to drink and do drugs, just please don’t have children. I would have honesty rather been aborted, suicide is too selfish to do, but when I’m in the middle twice a year manic episodes I really wish I could get hit by a bus.
NightlyWry t1_iyap0er wrote
Most of what your describing sounds like fetal alcohol syndrome. Your parents very likely were self medicating due to mental health you clearly inherited. I’m very sorry for what you’ve been through and are going through. Are you receiving the help you need?
Alarmed-Accident-716 t1_iybaupx wrote
Yeah, can’t say it has not taken maximum effort tho. Basically been tired since the day I was born. Hair started going grey at 23.
NightlyWry t1_iybg35n wrote
Well, truth be told, lots of people get grey hair in their 20s. It's most notable in darker haired individuals, of course. My cousin went straight grey in the front due to stress, in fact. My brother who has red hair started going bald in his 20s. So at least your hair issues aren't only your own. :) Upside, yeah?
FiestaBeans t1_iya4a33 wrote
I'm so sorry. I hope you are able to get health care for the problems you are facing.
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