While I personally do not believe in any spirtualism/astrology/mysticism, and typically debunk it on reflex when I see it in the wild, I'm sorry to say that this is a very unfriendly subreddit for you to find yourself in.

Even those firmly rooted in the hard sciences can find this subreddit a bit toxic at times, so I'm sorry you're on the recieving end of the brunt of it for asking an innocuous question.